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aurora_novarum, you're a star! Your pep talk seems to have done the trick – I'm tentatively hopeful that I might actually finish this story and reclaim my soul bit. And working out the season really did help. Thank you ever so much. You might have saved my sanity. *g* Oh, I held out, but I can resist no longer...
The state of my apocalypse
Current wordcount: 365 (!!!)
Total wordcount of versions written and then discarded: Circa 15,000+ (*headdesk*)
Number of times I've had an epiphany of 'This is it! I've got it at last!': About once every two weeks
Number of complete restarts from the beginning: 8
Bits I really like that aren't going to make the final cut: Vast swathes
Number of plans drawn up: 5
Number of plans I usually draw up for a fic: 0
Number of changes to how the world ended: 4 (Replicators, Ori, Goa'uld attack, never discovered)
Originality of ideas: 3%
Number of ficathons I've tried to write this for: 2
Length of playlist for writing this fic to: 3.6 hrs, before my iPod died and took with it the playlist.
Certainty I have of finishing this time: 58% (amber alert)
Likelihood of me turning into Inspector Clouseau's boss or Robert Lindsey in GBH before this fic is done: High (already got the eye-twitch)
Pirates:
Reason this fic is making me so nuts: I have no idea
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YAY to finally feeling like things are actually together! Ouch to the total wordcount of bits you can't use.
But hurray you are getting there!!!!! WHOO-HOO!
(okay, what do you mean by "amber alert" because I'm guessing you aren't referring to the US meaning of that term...)
GO YOU! WOOT!
*glares at own fic*
(Okay, I have to quote this, although it may make no sense to you...
"Go to red alert!"
"Sir, are you absolutely sure? It will mean changing the bulb."
- from Red Dwarf.)
And yes, ouch to the vast amount of words I've written that have been discarded. That was kind of an estimate, as I don't have all the discarded bits with me at the moment, and some of them were mutated versions of earlier attempts, so it's hard to get a precise count, but that's about right. It's been ongoing for quite a while, and has veered wildly from being inspired and writing lots, to wanting to start again from scratch - far more so than my usual fic process.
I'm still in hopes that I can wedge in the bits I really like, once this version gets going. Seems like such a waste.
And go you on yours, too - I'm sure you can do it! Think of Eroding Away The Mountains as an incentive! :)
(RED DWARF!)
I'm still excited to see your apocafic, whatever form it finally takes. And fic outtakes can be fun.
Think of Eroding Away The Mountains as an incentive! :)
I'm just scared that when I finally get there I'll no longer be inspired...
And, ta! And I'm sure you'll still be inspired by Eroding - it seems like it's one of those fics that's really important to the writer - something that feels like you've put a lot of effort and thought into, and you want to get it just perfect... Not that you wouldn't normally do that, but you know what I mean? It seems like it'll be something you miss, in a way, when it's done.