For the last three days, I've failed at my self-imposed project to blog every day for threeweeks, but life is kicking my ass at the moment. It's in fact particularly hectic today - must get the last few things done so this damn website can be launched - but I need a break.
So.
Talking to
rydra_wong yesterday, I was thinking about doing good (or sensible) things for the wrong (or strange) reasons. For instance, arm lifts - okay, I've not tried doing them yet, but I have less issues about lifting weights up in the air, above my face, than I do about doing press-up type exercises to strengthen my arms. At the moment, it's partly due to my right wrist (I have this thing that Doctor Internetz says may be a ganglian cyst, I need to get it looked at, it's not bad but it makes it less than fun trying to support my weight in Downward Dog), but really, I've always hated doing press-up type exercises, so that's just a convenient excuse.
Lifting weight above my head appeals far more to me, and that's not entirely unrelated to reading... Jane Austen? Georgette Heyer? one of those, when I was a teenager, and coming across instances of the Regency belles holding their arms up above their heads before entering the room, so the blood drained from their hands, leaving them pale and smooth. I used to copy the idea. Every now and then, the mood overtakes me again (not all the time; I'm not crazy!), and I stick my arms in the air. Not usually when other people are around, though. And, hey, the technique got me a brief hand modelling gig for SMA, so apparently it works. *g*
Another thing I do for a weird reason is give blood. Yes, yes, it's good to do, people need it, etc... You want to know why I do it? Robin Hood.
I was crazy about Robin Hood when I was younger. I wanted to be in his gang, and maybe to be his Marion, but not one of those girly Marions in a silly dress that got in the way, oh no. I wanted to be an expert with the bow and arrow, and I wanted a sword and a dagger and one of those green and brown outfits, and I wanted to be able to disappear like magic into the trees. Maybe I wanted to be Robin; it kind of depended on whether or not I liked boys that week. But anyway, in one of the most common versions of Robin's death, he's ill and goes to visit his cousin, an Abbess. She's secretly evil and in league with the Sheriff, though, and she persuades Robin that he needs to have some blood let. He falls asleep during the bloodletting, and she leaves him draining, until he's at death's door. Then Little John - who'd found out about the plot, somehow - breaks in, and Robin, dying in his arms, shoots one final arrow out of the window, hitting the Sheriff of Nottingham again. Where it landed, that's where he was buried.
Anyhow, it's very difficult to pretend to be Robin Hood on his deathbed when there are cheery nurses talking to you, trying to make sure you don't fall asleep, pass out, have a fit, etc. Nurses are so pragmatic.
Surely I'm not the only one who does this sort of thing...?
So.
Talking to
Lifting weight above my head appeals far more to me, and that's not entirely unrelated to reading... Jane Austen? Georgette Heyer? one of those, when I was a teenager, and coming across instances of the Regency belles holding their arms up above their heads before entering the room, so the blood drained from their hands, leaving them pale and smooth. I used to copy the idea. Every now and then, the mood overtakes me again (not all the time; I'm not crazy!), and I stick my arms in the air. Not usually when other people are around, though. And, hey, the technique got me a brief hand modelling gig for SMA, so apparently it works. *g*
Another thing I do for a weird reason is give blood. Yes, yes, it's good to do, people need it, etc... You want to know why I do it? Robin Hood.
I was crazy about Robin Hood when I was younger. I wanted to be in his gang, and maybe to be his Marion, but not one of those girly Marions in a silly dress that got in the way, oh no. I wanted to be an expert with the bow and arrow, and I wanted a sword and a dagger and one of those green and brown outfits, and I wanted to be able to disappear like magic into the trees. Maybe I wanted to be Robin; it kind of depended on whether or not I liked boys that week. But anyway, in one of the most common versions of Robin's death, he's ill and goes to visit his cousin, an Abbess. She's secretly evil and in league with the Sheriff, though, and she persuades Robin that he needs to have some blood let. He falls asleep during the bloodletting, and she leaves him draining, until he's at death's door. Then Little John - who'd found out about the plot, somehow - breaks in, and Robin, dying in his arms, shoots one final arrow out of the window
Anyhow, it's very difficult to pretend to be Robin Hood on his deathbed when there are cheery nurses talking to you, trying to make sure you don't fall asleep, pass out, have a fit, etc. Nurses are so pragmatic.
Surely I'm not the only one who does this sort of thing...?

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I like wearing long skirts and flat shoes so I can hold them up and pretend like I'm an Elizabethan lady :D :D
Hee! Yes, exactly. I used to nibble cinnamon sticks because someone had them as treat in an Elizabethan book I read (The Armourer's House by Rosemary Sutcliff). They're actually quite nice.
I may have also spent a lot of time standing in icy wind on castle walls while in Scotland pretending I was waiting fo rmy lost love *swoon* :P :P
If I were to start listing all the embarrassing things I think about when I do perfectly ordinary things, or WHY I do nice things or things a certain way, I'd be over an lj comment limit. :-D
Definitely not. Every ungainly slide down my grandmother's hill in my nordic skis I was an Olympic downhill ski racer (as one of my Dad's students was).
I spent my entire little girl-hood being a little boy.
On my carrel in the Archy. library at college (my major was in Classical and Near Eastern Archaeology) I kept a little card snipped from an advertisement for a book series. It read "Yes! Please Send Me Ancient Egypt For A Free Ten Day Trial!" My fellow students really didn't realize how literally I meant that. When I read about anything from the ancient world, from a site, to an object, to a social system, part of the way I processed it was to try to experience it as a contemporary in my mind.
I was enormously relieved when I was 12 or so and read James Thurber's "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty" and realized that other people (even grown-ups!) lived more of their lives interiorly than exteriorly.
I have often wondered how the many people I know that seem to live their entire lives in real life manage to do that. It's so...real and ordinary. I continue to live most of my life here in my fantasy world (it's okay, they know me here!) and could not possibly slip into sleep without starting to tell myself a story.
Yeah, I just don't understand how people can not do this stuff. Don't they get bored? Don't they want to play, if only in their own brain? I don't get it!
Exactly!
I think the people who force themselves to stop are the ones who still have it leak out in the bedroom, and are buying French maid outfits, etc. Not that this is bad, as it harms no one, but how sad that it must all stay in that room.
I've always felt that continuing one's fantasy world through life was a marker for both high intelligence and creativity. I think the only people of very high intelligence that I've known that didn't do that were people whose intelligence was skewed far to the math/science end of the spectrum, who seem to use their dreamtime for playing with numbers instead. It's still play, there's just less story.