Yeah, well, there are aspects of B that appeal to me - specifically the part about the job I love and thus feeling like I have a purpose in what I'm doing and I enjoy it. I don't need the rich and actively don't want the powerful.

But I have wanted to be among the stars more than just anything for most of my life. And I think you could turn being on that spaceship into a fulfilling force for good and....I would give all this up for a chance to be out there and explore and see what's next, heartless as that may be.

Though I'm loving my sneaky compromise :)